Sigh...I dunno how to start,but ill just type what comes to mind. Right now my life is in shambles...My depression finally got the best of me, i messed up in school,i have been jobless since november last year, dad no longer gets along with me and my family is driving me insane,always reminded me that i failed. Every plan i have just falls apart and i havent drawn in months. The last few weeks have been torture because ive considered turning my back on all of this, art i mean. The only good thing i have right now is Yami, an old friend that ive started dating these past few weeks,her cheery attitude and spunky personality keeps me going. I dunno if dad really will kick me out like he said,and i dunno where to go. I was going to move to new york,but that plan fizzled fast so im stuck here for god knows how long...I dont know what to do,everything ive tried has fallen apart, and im running out of options,and fast.